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Posted 3 months ago
and this happened. Zoom

and this happened.

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Posted 3 months ago
I been away. I moved from the big city. This is no longer where I stay, I will be heading to my new place tomorrow. My online presence maybe scarce for awhile, but I wanted to say hello and I didn’t abandon this place. Zoom

I been away. I moved from the big city. This is no longer where I stay, I will be heading to my new place tomorrow. My online presence maybe scarce for awhile, but I wanted to say hello and I didn’t abandon this place.

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Posted 5 months ago
I had a lover who found patting me on the bum a chore. what a silly rabbit. Pats on the bum does glorious things to my brain, how agreeable I become. Zoom

I had a lover who found patting me on the bum a chore. what a silly rabbit. Pats on the bum does glorious things to my brain, how agreeable I become.

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Posted 5 months ago
fortunately it has been a pretty warm winter this year. Zoom

fortunately it has been a pretty warm winter this year.

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Posted 5 months ago
the longer necklace I found on my way to the subway this morning. Zoom

the longer necklace I found on my way to the subway this morning.

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Posted 6 months ago
its been a long time… you and i. Zoom

its been a long time… you and i.

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Posted 6 months ago
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Posted 6 months ago
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Posted 7 months ago
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Posted 7 months ago

I lost my compact. I cannot hide from myself that I have had too much sugar and not enough play. I fooled myself to thinking my skin was even and smooth. It isn’t at least not always. Life is not even and smooth at least not lately. Why do I seek perfect and not accept what is real? This pursuit has left me unsatisfied and unwillingness to see that every thing is fine. It gets messy here sometimes. I get messy sometimes.

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Posted 7 months ago
morning. 11:11 am. Zoom

morning. 11:11 am.

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Posted 7 months ago
On Tuesday I went to OccupyTo for the first time. I was delighted to have the experience of anyone talking to you. I have met a vast spectrum of people. Those still in school, those who have been on the streets most of their lives etc. I could tell you the common things being said: “I have felt isolated for so long, but here I feel I finally belong somewhere.” “I love you guys, and we are going to get through this.” “People can be themselves here.” Yesterday I learned how to make a candle using flour dough and vegetable oil. This may be insignificant for some, but it was thrill for me finding these days candles really expensive, working part time. The highlight of this activity was making several them with a kid who had a broken arm. I didn’t even think to ask why, and realize it doesn’t matter. What I really value about OccupyTo is that I have made so many human connections even if for a brief moment. I never felt judged there. We all care for each other and look out for one another. If you think this thing is a bunch of angry people just making noise, I invite you to come and have the experience of community and care. For once, let yourself be wrong. I did and its changed my life. C. Zoom

On Tuesday I went to OccupyTo for the first time. I was delighted to have the experience of anyone talking to you. I have met a vast spectrum of people. Those still in school, those who have been on the streets most of their lives etc. I could tell you the common things being said:

“I have felt isolated for so long, but here I feel I finally belong somewhere.”

“I love you guys, and we are going to get through this.”

“People can be themselves here.”

Yesterday I learned how to make a candle using flour dough and vegetable oil. This may be insignificant for some, but it was thrill for me finding these days candles really expensive, working part time. The highlight of this activity was making several them with a kid who had a broken arm. I didn’t even think to ask why, and realize it doesn’t matter. What I really value about OccupyTo is that I have made so many human connections even if for a brief moment. I never felt judged there. We all care for each other and look out for one another.

If you think this thing is a bunch of angry people just making noise, I invite you to come and have the experience of community and care. For once, let yourself be wrong. I did and its changed my life.

C.

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Posted 7 months ago
I didn’t want to write about you. but here you are again. please, this time just turn me away even if I fight. its a tragedy to think you belong to me. Zoom

I didn’t want to write about you.

but here you are again. please,

this time just turn me away

even if I fight.

its a tragedy to think you belong to me.

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Posted 7 months ago
If I complain. I have fooled myself into thinking that there is something better that I am supposed to be experiencing. I forget myself in the moment and go off into a future that isn’t. I allow life, when I appreciate… now.  Zoom

If I complain. I have fooled myself into thinking that there is something better that I am supposed to be experiencing. I forget myself in the moment and go off into a future that isn’t. I allow life, when I appreciate… now. 

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Posted 7 months ago
Cancer Woman- Purpose and Sexuality ‘The Cancer woman projects and aura of total feminine mystique. There is something about her which is deeply bound to the ancient pre-patriarchal civilizations, as if the early goddess cults still live within her psyche. The Cancer woman’s sexual purpose is to reconnect to the ebb and flow of her body, the natural rhythms of her femaleness, and learn to allow her feelings to flow with them, too.’ -Women, Sex & Astrology, Sarah Barlett Zoom

Cancer Woman- Purpose and Sexuality

‘The Cancer woman projects and aura of total feminine mystique. There is something about her which is deeply bound to the ancient pre-patriarchal civilizations, as if the early goddess cults still live within her psyche. The Cancer woman’s sexual purpose is to reconnect to the ebb and flow of her body, the natural rhythms of her femaleness, and learn to allow her feelings to flow with them, too.’

-Women, Sex & Astrology, Sarah Barlett